Sunday, October 2, 2016

NEEDIN' SOMETHING


By Big 'D'

We had just won an awesome game where I scored after a great pass from Taylor, who really was a great player, I was glad Kris had managed to talk him in to being our quarterback, when I looked over to see Matt talking to Hayden.

I was really happy to see him. He was a great guy, who I loved being with, but there were just too many differences between us for it to work and he wasn’t interested in us just having sex so we had to break up. We had been texting each other though so I still felt close to him. 

I stopped dead in my tracks when I got closer to them though, seeing that Hayden wasn’t alone. There was some blond haired guy with him. Did he have a new boyfriend? What the fuck was he thinking bringing him to the game? He must have known I was playing so he had to know I’d see them together. What a prick!

My hands clenched into fists with my nails digging in to my palm I was squeezing so tight. I know we weren’t together and it was probably my fault for wanting to be with other people but how could he flaunt his new lover in my face? What was he hoping to achieve?

I had to turn around to stop myself from making a scene but I was furious. I headed back to the dorm but when I got there I just paced around, not knowing what to do. Eventually I had enough and went to Matt’s to find out what Hayden wanted.

They must have only just arrived back when I charged through their door, my heart pounding and rage bubbling up inside me. 

“Who the fuck was that with Hayden?” I spat.

“Nick,” Matt replied as if I should know who he was and be fine with it. I knew from Matt giving his first name that this Nick guy was Hayden’s new boyfriend. There was no doubt about that.

“I see. He came to tease my ass with him,” I said, knowing I was right, whether they admitted it or not.

“No, we invited him to come since he knows all of us…” Matt said. That still didn’t make it better.

“No, he had to show off his new boyfriend and rub it in my fucking face,” I said, irate. “Pisses me the fuck off.”

“Ummm… Scott, are you jealous?” Corey asked.

“Shut the fuck up, Corey!” I yelled at him. What business did he have saying that shit to me after the way he acted recently?

“I’m sorry Scott. I didn’t do it to get at you. Next time, I won’t mention it,” Matt said, but it did no good.

“See if I talk to his sorry ass again,” I said, so angry I knew I needed some release before I blew up. I turned and left, slamming the door behind me.

I stood in the hallway shaking with anger. Why didn’t any of my friends see things from my point of view? Say Matt and Corey had broken up properly and Corey brought a new guy to meet Kris and Colt, would Matt be fine with that? Would they be fine with that? I doubt it!

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I needed to do something to take my mind off it. When I opened my eyes I looked along the hall to see Brennan, still all sweaty, just about to enter his room. I ran to catch up to him. Seeing Hayden with his new guy made me feel alone but then seeing Brennan made me remember just how good he was in bed.

“Hey,” I said causing him to turn around. “Are your other roommates in yet?”

“I don’t think so, why?” he asked, looking at me in confusion.

To answer his question I pushed him back into his room, slammed the door behind him and pulled him in for a hot kiss. He didn’t react at first, with his hands hanging by his sides, but when I ran my tongue along his lips he opened his mouth and the animal inside him took over. 

He took my head in his hands and kissed me back with passion I had never felt before. He pushed me backwards, slamming me against the door, almost knocking the wind out of me as his lips continued to attack my own before moving to my neck, licking, biting and sucking me. He was leaving his mark on me. 

Taking a quick step back he grabbed the bottom of my t-shirt, pulling it up aggressively so I had no choice but to let him rip it over my head. He growled seeing my naked torso, pushing me harder against the door as he started laying kisses across my chest.

Without saying another word he took hold of my shorts, pulling them down around my ankles. I quickly stepped out of them and kicked them across the room as Brennan kissed his way back up my body.

He licked his way up the side of my face until his mouth was right next to my ear. Then he took a handful of my hair in his hand and yanked my head back, almost hurting me.

“So you want me, do you?” he asked in a gruff voice that was such a turn on.

“Fuck yeah!” I said, wanting him so bad. He was turning me on like never before with how rough he was being without actually hurting me. 

“Then get on your knees and suck my dick,” he breathed in to my ear, taking it between his teeth for a quick bite.

He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me down to the floor in front on him. He quickly pulled off his top and threw it across the room. I raised my hand to rub the bulge in his shorts but he slapped my hand away.

“Don’t touch it until I say, bitch,” he barked at me, totally in the character of being my dominant master.

Slowly, he pulled his shorts down revealing his beautiful, big cock to me. I licked my lips and looked up at him. There was a smile on his face as he turned around showing me his ass as he bent to pick up his shorts.

I reached out to touch his ass but he quickly spun around and grabbed my hands, bending down and getting right in my face.

“Oh no, you’re not getting a piece of my ass. You wanna come here and demand sex then you’re gonna be a good little boy and do as I say, do you understand?” he said, almost harshly.

I gulped, unable to form any words, I nodded my head.

“Good, now suck my dick and get it nice and wet. Show me how much you want this big dick up your ass,” he said, standing up and slapping me in the face with his hard cock.

My breath was ragged. I couldn’t believe Brennan was being like this. It was something I’d always wanted from a guy, even if just once, but I never thought it would be him who was treating me like this. I loved it.

I opened my mouth and he shoved his cock inside, gripping the back of my head in his hand. He didn’t wait for me to start sucking, he just fucked my face, pulling me to him so his dick was being pushed into my throat. I had to fight the urge to gag but after a second I got so into it and loved servicing him, being completely under his control.

“Yeah, suck my dick!” He screamed. “You love me fucking your face, don’t you?”

Saliva was running down my chin as his big dick worked its way in and out of my mouth, running over my swirling tongue, pushing into the back of my mouth and sliding down my throat. I could barely breathe at times but it gave me such a rush my entire body tingled with desire. It was exactly what I needed after seeing Hayden looking so happy.

My mouth had never had such a workout and my jaw was actually beginning to ache from the way Brennan was using my mouth as his personal fuck toy. His dick was plunging in and out of my mouth, pulling back until the head was barely left inside my lips only to be driven back in, disappearing down my throat. A few times he even pulled it all the way out and slapped it against my cheeks.

Just before I had to beg him to stop because I couldn’t take any more, he pulled his slippery dick from my mouth and lifted me to my feet. Once again he backed me up against the door and took my chin in his hand. He looked deep into my eyes with such lust it made me shudder. Then he stuck out his tongue and licked the spit from my chin, moving his tongue up until it slipped into my mouth.

Brennan stepped up to me so that his hard, dripping cock was pressed against my stomach. He thrust his hips forward a few times, rubbing his cock against me. Kissing my neck again he put my arms around his shoulders, so I took hold of him tightly, enjoying what his lips were doing. 

His hands moved down to cup my ass and he lifted me up in one swift move. I wrapped my legs around his waist and with our dicks pressing against each other he walked to his bedroom, locked the door behind us and threw me down on the bed. 

Roughly he turned me over so I was on my front, my knees on the floor with my stomach and chest pressed against the mattress and my ass sticking up in the air. He got behind me and ran his hard cock down the length of my spine, down through the crack of my ass until it was between my legs and he was humping it back and forth, rubbing it against my balls. 

My entire body was trembling. The whole experience was out of this world and I just wanted him to fuck me so bad but I couldn’t form the words to ask. 

He pushed my head down to the mattress so I couldn’t see him but I felt him move behind me. His hands started to massage the cheeks of my ass, pulling them apart so he could blow on my hole. 

I could barely breathe. I thought I was going to hyperventilate. It was so exhilarating and my cock was throbbing beneath me, trapped between my stomach and the bed.

The next thing I felt on my ass was Brennan’s tongue as be pushed his face between my cheeks, tonguing my pink hole like a starving man. Oh fuck, it felt so good. His tongue was lapping at my hole, getting it nice and wet, probing at the opening and getting me ready for the big dick that I knew was going to fuck my brains out.

Brennan ate my ass for what must have been about five minutes. It was both the longest five minutes and the most deliriously pleasurable minutes of my life. I wanted him so bad that time seemed to crawl by but then it felt so good I never wanted him to stop working me so well. Only another man could make me feel like this.

Eventually he pulled back and started kissing his way up my back. I felt some lube being poured against my hole and expected to feel his cock next but it was his long pointy finger that started tracing my hole, teasing it even more than his tongue had.

I wanted to scream. I wanted him to fuck me so bad and so hard but the words just wouldn’t come. I was totally at his mercy and he was using me however he wanted. 

The finger slipped inside me painfully slowly. He was definitely teasing me. It almost felt like punishment because I wanted it more than anything, but he wouldn’t give it to me. I moaned against the mattress as his finger continued to push in to me, slowly moving in and out until it was fucking me, pushing lube up inside me.

He added a second finger and really started to fuck me with them, corkscrewing the fingers around and around, moving them back and forth, exploring the walls inside my ass, grazing my prostate on rare occasions making me buck back against his hand and scream out in ecstasy.

When he pulled his fingers out he stepped up behind me and ran his throbbing cock up and down my ass. I gasped, thinking he was just going to stick it in me and fuck me raw, shooting his load inside me and making it known I was his. After all, we’d fucked bareback at Colt’s. Fuck! I wanted to feel that again so bad. 

Brennan was still in charge though and he had a different plan. He stepped away from me for a moment and was totally silent. I turned my head to see what he was doing and was greeted by the sight of his huge cock having a condom slid over it before being slathered in lube. I was going to get it good.

Moving back behind me, Brennan slapped me on the ass with his hard cock a few times and then slowly teased my hole with the head of his dick. I was moaning, gripping the sheets on his bed in sexual agony. I just wanted him to fuck me.

“How bad do you want my dick?” he asked, his voice gruff.

Fuck me!” I screamed.

“You want me to fuck you?”

“God, yes! Fuck meFuck me hard!”

For once he actually gave me what I wanted because after teasing me for more than a minute, he shoved forward, hard, and in one swift move buried all eight inches of his big, hard, throbbing cock deep inside me. 

FUCK!!!” I screamed, feeling like he was about to rip me apart.

I panted into the mattress, clinging on to it like I was hanging on to the edge of a cliff and my life depended on it, but Brennan didn’t move after that. He bent forward and kissed my back, actually letting me get used to the feeling of his big cock inside me.

“Your ass feels so good around my cock, baby. You love my big dick in your ass, don’t you?”

Slowly I started to relax and he must have felt it because he started to move inside me, long dicking me, making me feel the entire length of his shaft as it sawed its way through my body.

It didn’t take long for him to pick up the speed, fucking me with shorter, faster strokes. I wasn’t timing it but roughly every minute he would pick up the pace that little bit more, fucking me harder until he was pounding my ass. Had the bed not been against the wall it would have been moving across the room with the power of his thrusts as his dick pummelled my ass.

Suddenly he pulled out and I groaned. It had been feeling so good and I didn’t want him to stop. He picked up my legs and moved my entire body up on his bed. He flipped me over so I was on my back and he stared deep into my eyes. There was no expression on his face but his eyes were burning with desire.

He bent down, threw my legs onto his shoulders and plunged his dick back inside me, going balls deep with the first thrust. We both cried out, but it didn’t stop him as he started fucking his big dick in and out of my ass, driving me further onto the bed before pulling me back so I was constantly impaled on his dick.

He leaned forward, pushing my legs back and lifting my ass off the bed. That gave him better access to my hole and better leverage because he started fucking me harder than he ever had before, I actually thought he was going to fuck me through the mattress and the base of the bed.

I had never felt anything like it in my life as he pounded the holy hell out of me. Our skin was slapping against each other so hard it sounded like someone was being whipped. His balls were beating a tune on my ass.

I was almost bent in half with Brennan fucking me harder and deeper than ever before. I wasn’t sure how much more I could take but it felt so good. In that position his dick was rubbing over my prostate time and time again, making me shriek.

My body was still tingling and I felt my orgasm building but every time I tried to reach up to stroke my cock Brennan would slap my hand away. He was in complete control and he would decide when I could cum. Either that or he would literally fuck it out of me and neither of us would have to jerk me off. 

Our breathing had become erratic and we were panting for breath, our chests heaving. Brennan’s body started to quiver and he quickly pulled his dick out of me, ripping off the condom. With just two strokes cum started flying out of his cock and the moment I felt a spurt of his hot cum hit the head of my dick, my cock exploded, shooting torrents of cum all over my body, just like Brennan’s cock was doing.

“FUCK!!!!” We both screamed.

When he finished shooting and shook his cock to get every last drop of cum out of it he collapsed beside me. Neither of us could talk, we both needed to catch our breath.

After seeing Hayden with his new boyfriend I had felt jealous and like I maybe wanted him back, but lying in the aftermath of an absolutely incredible sex session with Brennan that was unlike anything I had ever experienced I knew that I wasn’t going to miss Hayden because I had an amazing guy lying next to me who could fuck me like no other and didn’t expect or want a relationship, just hot sex. I couldn’t help but smile.

I slowly turned to my side and wrapped my arms around Brennan. He pulled me close and smiled, looking in my eyes as he leaned in for a deep, passionate kiss. 

Damn! I needed that. And it was fucking incredible!!

John


A few years ago, I lived in a luxury condo complex.  In the same building on the backside of our building right behind my unit was a great guy by the name of John.  The building was like a mirror image split down the middle, front to back and all the units were a mirror image front and back.  John lived in the unit directly behind me with a flipped over mirror image of my unit. 

John was a very well liked guy around town, owned his own business. He was attractive, dated several nights a week, and enjoyed most sports.  We met while golfing at the condo complex's own golf course.  I was amazed that I had to play golf to meet the guy across the hall from me.

John had a great knack for making everyone feel comfortable and ready for fun.  A party seemed to follow him where ever he went.  We became great friends; threw many parties for the complex between our suites.

We golfed and worked out together, and even sailed together on the complex’s manmade lake.  We "doubled" often and John always had a great looking date.  I noticed he never seem to click with any of the chicks for any length of time, but there was never a lack of company for him.  I liked him immensely.  He was a wild little guy, about 5'6" tall, but very well built and confident. 

He was also a real practical joker and, if some stunt of his was too much for me, I'd fall back on my college football days and call him a fucking tackling dummy, and try to toss him down.  It was never easy to get the best of little John physically.

On his thirtieth birthday, I had a surprise party for him.  I threw it at my place, and I told all the guests to bring cheap Halloween wigs and a gag gift.  The one thing John was sensitive about was his thinning hair.  You can imagine the laughs we all had watching him open the gifts and trying each one of them on.  He got right into the spirit of things and even had us trying them on too.  He gave me a guy hug and thanked me, but promised he'd get me when I least expected it.

Weeks later, I came home late from an exhausting day, fixed a sandwich and plopped into bed to tune out in front of the TV.

Except for the light from the set, my room was in darkness.  After an hour or so, I got pretty lonely and started groping my dick.  I was getting aroused, so I rolled over and began grinding my hips into the mattress.

The friction of the sheets as I rubbed my swollen cockhead against them and the pressure of my hard-on against the mattress and my stomach felt fabulous.  I was luxuriating in the ecstasy of bringing myself off.

Suddenly the whole bed seemed to erupt beneath me, lifting me up and flinging me off onto the floor.  I instantly thought of an earthquake, but the rest of the room was still.  I jumped up and looked at the bed.  There was that little shit John under the bed, the mattress pushed half off by his legs as he lay laughing at me on his back.  He was howling, and I did a quick take on how he must have slipped into my apartment, crawled under the bed, and waiting for just the right moment to knock me off.  Then I realized I was standing in front of him with nothing on and more than half hard.

Embarrassed, I scream "You fucking dummy", and yanked him to his feet.  He broke loose and ran for the door.  A flying tackle brought him down and we wrestled around the room until I finally pinned him down.  It was wild and spontaneous, and lying on top of him naked, embarrassed at being surprised with a hard-on, really turned me on.

John was still laughing.  Because I had gotten so hard as we struggled, I felt self-conscious about letting him up.  We lay there chuckling and trying to catch our breaths.  I could feel his heavy breathing as his chest heaved against my own.  With me hard against him I was sure he would notice in a second that I wasn’t just still hot from humping my bed.  So I tried to get up, but John saw how rigid I was and started laughing again.  I did too.  We fell back together, laughing into each other's shoulder about my predicament.

His hands came up and caressed me at the bottom of my spine, and I half-jokingly mimicked a passionate grind against his thighs.

He rubbed both hands over the back of my ass and really seemed to be getting turned on.  A nervous chuckle started in my throat, but I swallowed it in a gulp.  My cock throbbed against him, and he whispered in my ear "Got you Dave."

I could feel his cock grow hard beneath his pants, and I gulped again.  The blood was pounding in my neck and I imagined he must have been able to hear it.  I tried to pull away again and drew my knees up, but that pushed my dick across his growing hard-on, and my stomach muscles began to quiver.  It was an electric moment.

The John responded--his hands slipped caressingly over my then taut ass muscles and he pulled me harder against him by the back of my thighs.  He raised his hips at the same time to rub the hard ridge in his pants against me.  I felt weak.  He kissed my neck and I felt his cock throb against mine.  The he rolled me onto my back and my rock hard shaft stood up and plopped against my belly.  Cupping my balls in his hand, he gripped the base of my cock in his fist.  I looked down as he began to stroke my shaft and squeeze its head.

He rotated his thumb and forefinger firmly around that achingly sensitive ridge at the base of my swollen glans, and my cock pulsed so hard it lifted his hand.  I groaned and he started to slip his free hand under the small of my back.  I arched to let his arm go around me, and my legs slid wide apart.  As he stroked down to the base of my cock, my thighs stiffened with arousal.  I hoped he would want to suck me, He rubbed my balls gently and played with the hair between my legs, then I rolled into him and felt the coldness of his belt buckle against the hot tip of my dick.  I ached to explode but didn't know what I should do next.  Trembling, I reached between us and rubbed John's cock through his pants.  It was a wild sensation to feel a friend's hard cock throb against my hand while the moistness of his excitement soaked through the cloth and wet my fingers.

We were both kind of stunned.  I think at being aroused like this, but we let the excitement play out.  "Let's do this right" he whispered.

He took off his shirt, then rolled away and I heard him unbuckle and unzip his pants.  He sat up and pulled them off.  I watched his bare back muscles flex at the effort.  Then he lay back and I could see his flat lower abdomen, the dark curly hair at the base of his long, solid cock and the untanned skin of his hips.  It was gloriously different to feel him roll naked against me, feel my dick rub against his hot cock, feel my leg slip between his hairy legs and his cool, moist hands cupping my ass and grinding me against him as I pulled him to me.  He rubbed his chin through the hair on my chest and nipped the tip of my right nipple between his teeth.

A sensational shock ran from there to my balls.  I came instantly, in torrents!!  I seemed to cum in waves forever, and I continued to throb as he ground his cock to orgasm against mine.  When he came, he moaned quietly as if we might get caught by someone.

I told him I needed to clean up and got up and turned on the bathroom light.  I pulled the bed together while he got up to wash himself and I began to recover some poise and started to laugh about what had just transpired. 

"What's so funny?" he asked, and I walked to the bathroom doorway to explain, feeling a little guilty about what we had done.  John was wiping his belly with a washcloth, the water dripped down to his groin and glistened in the hair there.

He was still hard, and as he wiped I felt that weak feeling again.

I watched him rub the cloth over the shaft of his dick.  He had a huge cock for such a little guy.

A tenseness showed in his eyes, and I looked away and stepping into the shower.  "Want to do this right too?" I asked.  He ducked under the spray with me.  I rubbed our cum from my body.  He took my soft prick in one hand and stroked his hardness with the other.

I began to get hard again watching him stroke us both.  Then he knelt in the spray and slid my half-hard cock into his mouth.  He sucked me until I was as hard as I had been earlier, concentrating his tongue on the ridge of the glans of my cock, and all around the tip.

I stepped out of the spray and pulled John more into it and knelt before him.  I explored his body with my mouth.  His hard cock pulsed against my chest and neck as I buried my face in the matted wet hair that ran from his belly to his groin.  I took the shaft in my hand and put my mouth over the head.  It was warm, wet, tautly smooth and solid.  John moaned, still softly, and slid his hands around the back of my neck.  I thought he wanted me to suck him deeper and I tried to swallow the whole length of his shaft, I couldn't, so I sucked all around the head and tip, running my tongue around the firm ridge there as he had done to mine.  I could taste a bit of his cum and began to feel hot again.  I bobbed my head, sliding his dick into my mouth as far as I could go without gagging.  Returning to the tip and then sucking him deeper, I got into it.  I sucked and licked him firmly until he began to pump himself to his own special rhythm.

He came very hard, staggering against me, and moaning loudly, his prick jerking as his cum spilled onto my tongue.  I swallowed his warm load and then sucked him until his trembling stopped.  John pulled me to my feet, and he whispered "Thanks buddy!"  and kissed me deep, sharing the taste of the load he had just given me.

John and I repeated that shower scene many times, and slept together whenever mutual lust presented itself.  The ironic thing about my experience with John is that it was my first experience with another man, and one I will never forget!!

October 3, 2016 - Jesus Breaks the Habit of Putting Limits on Our Love


Father James Swanson, LC

Luke 10:25-37

There was a scholar of the law who stood up to test Jesus and said, "Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" Jesus said to him, "What is written in the law? How do you read it?" He said in reply, "You shall love the Lord, your God, with all your heart, with all your being, with all your strength, and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself." He replied to him, "You have answered correctly; do this and you will live." But because he wished to justify himself, he said to Jesus, "And who is my neighbor?" Jesus replied, "A man fell victim to robbers as he went down from Jerusalem to Jericho. They stripped and beat him and went off leaving him half-dead. A priest happened to be going down that road, but when he saw him, he passed by on the opposite side. Likewise a Levite came to the place, and when he saw him, he passed by on the opposite side. But a Samaritan traveler who came upon him was moved with compassion at the sight. He approached the victim, poured oil and wine over his wounds and bandaged them. Then he lifted him up on his own animal, took him to an inn and cared for him. The next day he took out two silver coins and gave them to the innkeeper with the instruction, 'Take care of him. If you spend more than what I have given you, I shall repay you on my way back.' Which of these three, in your opinion, was neighbor to the robbers' victim?" He answered, "The one who treated him with mercy." Jesus said to him, "Go and do likewise."

Introductory Prayer: Lord Jesus, you are the master of the universe, and yet you wish to listen to me and guide me. You know all things past, present and future, and yet you respect my freedom to choose you. Holy Trinity, you are completely happy and fulfilled on your own, and yet you have generously brought us into existence. You are our fulfillment. Thank you for the gift of yourself. I offer the littleness of myself in return, knowing you are pleased with what I have to give.

Petition: Lord, help me to be like the Good Samaritan.

1. Love Our Neighbor Above Ourselves: The people listening to Jesus would all admit that they should love God above all things. Maybe many didn’t practice it well, but they at least pretended to love him outwardly by living his commandments. Love of neighbor was another matter. The Jewish Law of the Talion put a limit on vengeful action: “An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.” But Jesus wants to take things to a whole new level – the level of brotherly love. He wants us to live a love for others inspired by the love he showed for us on the cross. We were his enemies, addicted to sin. He owed us nothing, yet he died for our sake. In times past, it was common to abuse the poor and the handicapped as people cursed by God on account of some sin. Now, Jesus proposes to love all, regardless of their condition. Do I strive to love this way?

2. It’s Not Enough to Love Those Close to Me: Probably most of us, like those listening to Jesus, accept that we need to love and serve God, and obey the commandments. But when it comes to loving others, we fail. Sometimes it seems that I have a difficult time loving even those who are closest to me. Those I see on a daily basis are often the ones that have to bear the worst in me. They suffer the most from my impatience, anger and lack of self-control. Why does this happen? Is it because the love I have for my family and closest friends is a selfish love? Is it because I am looking for what they can do for me instead of what I could be doing for them? Love’s response should always be that I haven’t done enough, that I can never do enough – because real love has no limits.

3. Love Your Enemies: Jesus also asks us to love our enemies. In the parable, the victim receives help from someone he, as a Jew, would have considered to be inferior and an enemy – a Samaritan. Although their lands were adjoining, historical circumstances caused them to carry grudges against each other and avoid each other as much as possible. Yet it is a Samaritan whom Jesus makes the hero of the parable. In seeing the man’s distress, and stopping to help and care for him, Jesus makes him the image of himself. St. Augustine says that the Samaritan represents Jesus and the victim represents humanity. When we couldn’t help ourselves, when we were estranged from God’s friendship because of our sins, God in his love stopped to help us. This is the love Jesus wants us to practice – the same love he practiced on the cross. "Go and do likewise," he tells us.

Conversation with Christ: Lord, I am sorry for accepting your love for me on the cross while failing to love others in the same way. Don’t let me get discouraged by my little daily setbacks as I try to love more, but encourage me to be more like you, to be a Good Samaritan to all I meet.

Resolution: I will remove the limits I have placed on loving someone close to me – my spouse, children, parents, brothers and sisters, close friends, co-workers – and be patient and understanding at moments when I don’t feel like loving.

Billy’s Boy


As a freshman (and virgin) I lusted after this Senior in the locker room every day, he was the only guy in high school with a hairy chest and he wore just a jock when I saw him.  I was there last period of the day, he had phys-ed Class before mine so was always going to leave soon when i came in .
He seemed to hang around a lot and we were usually the only 2 guys in there. With a locker above mine, sometimes it seemed like he was purposely standing with his crotch or bare ass almost in my face as I sat on the low benches. His friends mostly Justin would snicker when they saw me and one day on their way out another one named Pete said- ' that kid really wants your dick Billy, why don’t you just Fuck him and get it over with? Ha ha '.
After they left us I noticed his dick looked bigger today-could he have a hard on? He smiled a little then turned to face his locker, but instead of pulling jeans on, he dropped his jock off to the floor. Then he turned back around and YES this time his dick was Really in my face ! "So do you want this, kid"- he asked cupping his balls and dick and waving them within four or five inches of my face.
I was so nervous I could barely speak but managed to gasp, "Yes, oh yes please!" he stepped closer and now his dick was Literally 2 inches from my mouth. "Okay,” Billy growled, “But you gotta suck it first; You got no problem eating Cum do you?"
As I opened my mouth to answer-before I could think or say anything he just stuck his fat cock head in my mouth. He put his hands behind my head and quickly shoved his hard shaft right in after that while pulling my face into his crotch to bury his meat in my mouth and throat.
"Damn boy, you didn’t even gag, most people do on my big dick when they take it."
I thought he was all the way in but then he pushed harder and I felt it go right down into my throat. I couldn’t breathe and luckily before I did gag he pulled back out a little and started thrusting in and out like his was fucking a cunt, but the cunt was my mouth.
In truth I didn’t suck his dick that first time he just face fucked me until he cum in my gullet!
I felt him shoot 4 or 5 maybe 6 times and tried to swallow it down as much as i could. Almost right after he finally pulled out of me 4 of his friends came back in the door. Billy took my hand and pulled me to my feet and turned me around like he was showing me off. The rest of them were laughing a lot and saying, “Ewe, gross, disgusting. Look at the little faggot, etc.”
Then I saw in the mirror how I was covered in cum. Dripping out of my mouth, in my hair, on my face and chin and down onto my chest.
"Shut up you idiots,” Billy said, “and Justin, you Fag - get over here and clean him and this mess up. I know you want to."
To my surprise his friend Justin came right up to me kissed my right nipple and sucked some cum off it! He started licking my chest and chin and didn’t stop ‘til my body was totally cum free. I was so surprised by all this, not sure what was gonna happen next. Everybody was standing around nervously and then Pete came up behind me and whispered in my ear, "Did he fuck you?"
"Umm, no!" I could barely say quietly.
'What was that boy' Justin said then. 'I didn’t hear you.'
Pete asked again louder, 'Did he fuck you boy?'
Then Justin asked again with a big smile on his face, "Did he fuck you, YET?"
Before I could say anything pete and justin started saying again and again " fuck him, fuck him, fuck him. " soon all the guys joined in and were chanting louder " fuck him, fuck him, fuck him, fuck the FAGGOTT!"
Billy hadn’t said anything but was looking at me in a odd way. I saw that Pete had his dick out and it was really hard, "C’mon Billy, if you don’t fuck him up the ass, I will!"
Finally Billy said to me, "Do you want me to fuck you? Bet you’ve never been fucked have you?"
Without waiting for an answer he took my arm and led me across the room. 'He's gonna fuck him,’ I heard Justin almost whisper behind me.
Then Pete growled, “He’d better."
I think it was Jake that even giggled a little. Billy took me over to a door and before we went in yelled out to his friends, "Okay, OKAY, Quiet Down. I’m gonna fuck him."  
He gave me a really sly look and put my hand on his now once again hard dick. We went into the "privacy" of the coaches office but Billy didn’t close the door. Then Billy laid me on my back on the desk, jerked my legs up in the air and I could feel the cool air on my exposed nervous hole.  Then without another word of warning or anything Billy just plunged his big dick right into my asshole! No lube, no spit, nothing, and not even gentle about it either.  My hole was on fire but I couldn’t make a noise.  Then he started thrusting in and out like he had when he fucked my mouth.  "This is gonna hurt," he said. Was he serious?  My asshole felt like he had rammed a fucking utility pole up there and the pole was on fire to boot.  I felt like my asshole was on fire and tearing apart at the same time.   ‘This is gonna hurt’ kept ringing in my ears as my asshole burned in the fires of hell.  Was he fucking serious?  
He rammed it in even deeper but didn’t stop once. He just kept fucking me harder and harder, and what seemed like an hour as his friends watched from just outside the big glass window and the doorway.
I think I may have passed out at the end cause I just remember kinda waking up with Billy standing by my head as I lay on the desk and my legs were down again. Billy squeezed his dick head, milking the last of his cum and fed me the last few drops of his load.
"C’mon buddy, I guess you deserve a little something after watchin’ all that," I heard Billy say and realized Pete was also standing there holding his swollen dick over my face. Then Billy said, "You can take one more taste cant you, my boy?",  As Pete slapped his hard dick on my face twice then shot his load all over me and the desk. Pete moaned, 'take it faggot, take my cum, next time i'm gonna fuck your boy-cunt too."  
Next time?? I thought and saw Billy smiling really wide behind Pete. "Yeah I think we're gonna have to start doin’ this a lot more – I think my boy here, can take it, at least once or twice a week.
They did thru that whole school year. Eventually I sucked Billy’s 4 friends and by week 3 Pete was fucking me too.  His cock was not as long as Billy’s but he was uncut and his head was fatter than Billy’s dick. Near graduation for Billy, Justin asked to meet me alone.   He sucked me and then let me fuck him saying we needed to have someone for each of us to fool around with next year when all the big guys were gone. 
We fucked around with each other for the next 3 years until Justin and I graduated.  
Now I’m off at college and gonna have to find myself a good fuck buddy.  If it’s my new roommate that would be the best of both worlds, then I wouldn’t have to sneak around him in my room, and secondly, he has a nice, big, fat, uncut cock that I just can’t wait to feel up my ass and in my throat.   Wish me luck!